2009年2月19日 星期四

Not guilty for youth

After Chinese New Year I got the flu from my younger sister and she also infected the flu to my older sister and my dad. In the news the flu virus this year is mutation and stronger than before. Taking one day for rest i got better but i had been weak and no strength for five days. Could i say again? I feel i am an old woman. In Taiwan the elders always say when the weather changes in every seasons. It will rain in that moment. It will be hotter or colder after every raining day.
On the same principle, i feel i am weaker than before at every time when i was back from the clinic or hospital. Just like that nurse's respondence which made me impress. My sister with me and dad went to the clinic, my sister saw the nurse wore the summer uniform and said: You are so brave. Guss what? She answered that i am young to us directly and gave a injection on my arm. At that time i had no strength to answer her. The pain was on my arm and heart. Maybe it's a excuse to me. What could i respond her? It's the truth what did she say.
When i was young...... Forget it! My youth has gone!

2009年2月4日 星期三

reconsideration

Chinese Lunar New Year, be honest i am afraid of hearing these words. It's really make me exhausted and broke. Unluckily my dog, Dou Dou, was sick at the eve night before the Chinese Lunar New Year. It's so embarrassed to call the doctor to see Dou Dou at that day which was a important day and a meal of the whole year for the Chinese people. She still didn't eat anything.
At the second day we changed another hospital and heard a worse news. Dou must have a surgery to excise her uterus and ovary. The vet told us her pus in the uterus will infect her belly if the situation is getting the worst. Next day of the surgery we went to the animal hospital to see Dou, the assistant of the vet told us we were right to take my dog here in the first time. There was a dog just died he point to that dog. I felt so sorry to see that dog's back.
The dogs could not talk to us they are sick. They all depend on us to make the decision for them. Maybe Dou will go to the same place with that poor dog if we didn't cancel the plan for the holiday. Now everything is all right. We still have the last two days to sightsee nearby my city with my parents.